“When you strive in the way of the Almighty, you don’t worry about being accepted or having the approval of others. You know your priority.”
― Mufti Ismail Menk
Bismillah-ir-Rahman-ir-Rahim
Before I start, I’d just like to disclose that I’m writing this article as someone who would like to increase my emaan and would like to share my reflections with you. In case this article may serve as a “boost” to get you started in combating your low emaan too.
How did I get here?
I’m not making this an excuse but getting married and becoming way too busy with worldly affairs. Meeting up for family gatherings left, right and centre and becoming overwhelmed with my new life.
This then led me away from the small but regular activities I enjoyed being involved with. From the local lectures on Islamic topics which related to me to meeting up with my friends that often reminded me about Islam.
I found myself diluting in what I thought should be a “wife” and forgetting to better myself as an individual. (This may make no sense at all but if you’ve felt like this too, you’ll get it).
Not putting my religion first and constantly stressing about the future, forgetting that the future is not even guaranteed.
My steps to making a change
I am making conscious effort to pray my 5 daily prayers. Whether on time or delayed, I’m making a start to make sure this has been fulfilled.
I’ve started reading more about Islam and currently enjoying a book called Light upon Light which is about reflections of Life, Love and God. It’s an easy and interesting read about Islam in the modern day and has been a great way to remind myself of various Islamic teachings.
I have recently attended an Islamic conference which helped as a small Islamic reminder but intend to visit more lectures in order to further my Islamic knowledge.
Whilst I can’t understand Arabic I will be reading the Quran in English (Oxford World Classsics) and will be looking to hire an Quran teacher.
In summary, all the small acts of worship I did on a regular basis helped me to create a foundation for my emaan and to build on this. And whilst I still feel like I have Islam instilled in everything I pursue I would like to be in a much better place with my emaan and most importantly want to be able to say I regularly pray my 5 daily prayers.
I hope this article is of some sort of help if you feel like you’re in the same situation or generally to help you reflect on your own emaan. If you have any questions you’d like answered, feel free to comment in the box below.
Until next time, As-salamu Alaykum (Peace be upon you).
“May Allah bless me and give me and everyone the opportunity to perform umrah and hajj.”
– Anonymous Ukht
Bismillah-ir-Rahman-ir-Rahim
So, for our two-year wedding anniversary we decided we’ll go to Umrah. We’ve done a few cute little trips within those two years and it was now finally time for the ultimate trip before we decide to settle down. We had a look at Umrah packages and whilst they seemed very well organised, we wanted more flexibility with the schedules of our days and wanted a bit of an adventure. After a few months of planning and research we put together the following itinerary.
Please note – like the title suggests, it was very last minute as we spent a bit too long researching for the right places to stay and how we’d get around, but we finally had everything booked 3 weeks before our trip.
London to Medinah
Our trip is scheduled for February and we’ve decided after several recommendations from friends and family that we’ll be visiting Medinah first. We were initially going to fly into Jeddah but realised it would take another additional 4 hours from the airport to get to Medinah when we could just fly straight there.
Even with our last-minute booking, we managed to get tickets for £389 each (2 x 23kg bags included) without seat reservations. We Used to always pay for seat reservations but after a few times of not booking this we realised we’ve always been put together anyway. I would do this at your own risk though as there is always the chance you may not be seated together (but since I plan to sleep for the entire flight this wasn’t such an issue for me).
The total flight time is roughly 10 hours with a 2-hour layover in Beirut and will depart from 10pm and land at 10am. From the airport we’ve found that the cheapest method of transport for us will be using an Uber to collect us and dropping us straight to our hotel close to Al Masjid an Nabawi costing us roughly £7.
We’ll be staying at Zowra International for 3 days and 4 nights, giving us plenty of time to visit Al Masjid an Nabawi for our daily prayers and taking a trip to Mount Uhud (where the Prophet (saw) took refuge after being wounded during the Battle of Uhud). This is a 4* hotel and in comparison, to all the local hotels, was the best value for money. We’ve opted for a basic twin bedroom and have requested a double bed if available (this option was available on booking.com) and we’ve also been advised that if possible, they will allow us to check in early as we’ll be landing at 10am.
However, if this cannot be accommodated, there check in time is 4pm and we plan to have some breakfast and explore the local area until this time. The hotel itself is a few minutes’ walk away from Al Masjid an Nabawi which was very important for us due to the heat in February and is also close the women’s and men’s entrance. This hotel cost us £106 (breakfast not included) and has a free cancellation policy until a few days before our booking and no pre-payment required. We opted for these options as we’d like to pay our balance at the hotel on check-in with a debit card.
Medinah to Makkah
The most cost-effective method of travel for Medinah to Makkah for two people would be the Haramain high-speed train. The cost for this would be £35 each for economy class and can only be booked at least a week or several days in advance (you’ll notice if you start trying to book these tickets a month in advance on their website it will come up with no availability). We will be booking these train tickets once we’ve arrived into Medinah to see the best availability options. The tickets can only be purchased online and the journey will take up to 2 hours. It is recommended to arrive at the station 30 minutes before your departure.
To get to the station from our Medinah hotel we again will be taking an Uber which will cost us less than £10. And again, once we arrive into Makkah we will take another Uber to our Makkah hotel costing us less than £10. In total, we have budgeted £95 for travel from Medinah to Makkah.
We mentioned before that we prefer not paying in advance but having seen all the prices for hotels in Makkah, we decided the best choice would to pre-pay. The only reason being, is that we’d essentially save just over £100 for every hotel we were interested in by doing this. So, in the end the nicest and cheapest hotel we found was Pullman Zam Zam. The hotel itself is a 5* hotel and is incredibly close to the Kaaba being a few minutes’ walk to the Masjid Al Haram King Fahd Gate accessible both by men and women.
We decided we would stay here for 6 days and 5 nights. We plan to complete our Umrah once arriving into Makkah Insha’Allah once dropping of our luggage at the hotel. This will all be dependant on the timing of trains available that day and what time we arrive into Makkah based on this. If not, we will keep our Ihram for the following day and complete our Umrah then. We will then spend the next few days completing Tawaf as much as possible whilst we have the opportunity, visiting the cave of Hira (where the first words of divine revelation are said to have descended upon Prophet Muhammad PBUH) and exploring the area. This hotel cost us £540 (breakfast not included).
Makkah to Jeddah airport
Lastly, our final part of our trip will be taking an Uber ride to Jeddah airport (which again is the cheapest option for two people) costing roughly £32. We’ll then be catching a flight back to the UK at 1pm and will be back home by 10pm.
Break down of basic costs when split between two:
Flights – £389
Hotels – £323
Travel – £61
e-Visa – £90
Spending money – £100 (for food and extras).
Total – £963
I hope this helps you if you’re looking to book a D-I-Y Umrah soon or in the future and if you have any questions feel free to comment at the bottom of this page.
Until next time, As-salamu Alaykum (Peace be upon you).
Those who patiently persevere will truly receive a reward without measure.
— (Quran 39:10)
Bismillah-ir-Rahman-ir-Rahim
So, I’ve decided I want to start writing. In fact, I have so much I want to write about that I’m surprised I haven’t started sooner. I’m not even sure where to start and what exactly I want to do with the content I’m writing but I have ideas of starting this anonymous blog all the way up to publishing my very own book. But for now, while I decide on what I’m going to do next I’ve decided I’ll at least start writing as I’m exploding with things to share with you.
You – being the readers. People that I want to benefit with the knowledge, experiences and advice I have for various personal situations. Thus, also wanting to remain anonymous, as much of the content will be very sensitive and personal and I want to protect my own identity, family and friends in order to benefit others. I feel in life there have been many occasions that I’ve gone through various struggles and often resorted to google to find some sort of answer to my extreme worries and anxiety, only to find very generic advice and information to my concerns. I worry as I continue to write much of this it won’t make much sense until you’ve read some of my work but please bear with me whilst I explain my work to you.
You see, I’ve not really found anyone online that I can really look to as a role model or even to gain some great advice from. And I’m hoping by putting some positive content out there which will primarily resort back to understanding the beauty of Allah’s work and plans for us, that I can benefit others out there who may be going through similar situations. I think I’ll leave it here for now and make a start on sharing one of my experiences to get this going Insha’Allah.
Until next time, As-salamu Alaykum (Peace be upon you).
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